I’m like not gay and don’t do gay stuff. Now let me have your number”
We swapped numbers and I told him when I was most able to get there. Porn video I wasn’t thinking of the pics on the bushes now, I was just like seeing my dick, and then his dick in my head. He moved his hand up and down very slowly. If I wanked you off it might mean I am gay, it might not, but it won’t mean you are”
“Yeah you reckon I’m stupid? You enjoyed that didn’t you?”
“Oh fuck yes, it was totally amazing”
“Would you like to meet me again sometime so we could do it again?”
I didn’t realise until much later that I never hesitated.
