“Oh! So, I obsessed over it. Sex video I’m so sorry… It was a fantasy come true. I’d broken my hymen years ago, and I’d moved to a toy pretty quickly. I’m so sorry… This is my neutral state.” He chuckled at his self-deprecation. But I think the treatment from the girls hurt him more. This was new, it was the most relevant to my mood, and it was absurd. I don’t remember why I felt it had to be that way, but there I placed one of his arms around my waist and the other hand on a hip, fitting my body against his and moving with the building excitement I felt. I had no business wanting something so big, especially without any experience at all.
