“Paul?” I said, “What’s that sound?”
“It’s nothing. But I hadn’t realized the rest. Pornhat I made another Irish coffee and Shawna sent Eric out to the shed to get wood for the fire. “Wait,” I said. I had to start living again sometime, after all. Eric caught me halfway and pulled me with him into the house. It made sense, in a way. “I really need to talk to him. Shawna stood in front of me but I pushed past her. It wasn’t until I reached out to touch him that he grabbed my hand and squeezed it. Everyone humors the crazy woman. He was building up and almost ready to leg go, and I squeezed as hard as I could, jerking him off, swallowing his moans when we kissed.
